Tag Archives: Flight or Fight response

Tired…..


Hello dear blog… As usual, you get all the crap that goes through what substitutes as the excuse of my warped brain… I am sooooo tired, tired of everything, tired of my nonexistent life, or that’s at least how I … Continue reading

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Differnt day, neverending crap…


Ok WARNING, WARNING, WARNING… in dire need of venting, so if you can’t handle reading a PTSD crazed loon venting, cussing and other graphic descriptions… Go read some page about growing flowers or something else non traumatizing… Been a few … Continue reading

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Current crap… Venting…


Today is NOT a good day for me… I am soooo tired. I am so tired of waking up every fucking morning crying like a freakin baby. Why am I crying? I have no clue… I’m just tired… Today I … Continue reading

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My first love…


I was 13 yrs. old first time I had “consensual sex” with my then (same age) x-boyfriend. He had broken up with me since I didn’t want to have sex. Not because I didn’t feel that I was old enough … Continue reading

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Who and what am I???


Who am I?? Where do I belong? Am I even human? I’ll honestly admit that most days, I don’t feel human… But then, most days I really don’t want to have anything to do with the human race… Of course, … Continue reading

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PTSD, The Beginning….


I have decided to write my story/biography both as a sort of help for myself, as well as perhaps hopefully a help to others that live with PTSD. (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) I am in no way a professional, even though I … Continue reading

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