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Screaming in silence…
Dear diary, What do you write when you’re screaming on the inside? How do you get that emotion out in writing? How do you manage, when there is no one you can talk to, no one that you trust enough … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety, Depression, Hyper vigilance, Panic attacks, PTSD, Social Phobia, Trauma
Tagged Anxiety, Child abuse, Depression, Hyper vigilance, Lack of trust, mental-health, Panic attacks
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Differnt day, neverending crap…
Ok WARNING, WARNING, WARNING… in dire need of venting, so if you can’t handle reading a PTSD crazed loon venting, cussing and other graphic descriptions… Go read some page about growing flowers or something else non traumatizing… Been a few … Continue reading
Posted in Adoption, Adoption gone wrong, Anxiety, Borderline, Child abuse, Child development, Depression, Feral Children, Formative years, GAD, General Anxiety Disorder, Hyper vigilance, Isolated Children, Panic attacks, PTSD, PTSD Support, Sexual Molestation, Social Phobia, Trauma
Tagged Anxiety, Child abuse, Feral Children, Flight or Fight response, Formative years, Hyper vigilance, incest, Isolated children, Lack of trust, pedophilia, PTSD, Social phobia
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Current crap… Venting…
Today is NOT a good day for me… I am soooo tired. I am so tired of waking up every fucking morning crying like a freakin baby. Why am I crying? I have no clue… I’m just tired… Today I … Continue reading
Posted in PTSD
Tagged Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Autism, Child abuse, child development, Depression, Flight or Fight response, Hyper vigilance, Lack of trust, Panic attacks, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse, Social phobia, Trauma
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My first love…
I was 13 yrs. old first time I had “consensual sex” with my then (same age) x-boyfriend. He had broken up with me since I didn’t want to have sex. Not because I didn’t feel that I was old enough … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety, Child abuse, Child development, Panic attacks, PTSD, Sexual Molestation, Trauma
Tagged Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Child abuse, child development, Depression, Flight or Fight response, Formative years, Hyper vigilance, incest, Isolated children, Lack of trust, Panic attacks, pedophilia, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse, Social phobia, Trauma
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Who and what am I???
Who am I?? Where do I belong? Am I even human? I’ll honestly admit that most days, I don’t feel human… But then, most days I really don’t want to have anything to do with the human race… Of course, … Continue reading
Posted in Formative years, Hyper vigilance, PTSD, Social Phobia
Tagged Adoption, Adoption gone wrong, Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Child abuse, child development, Depression, Feral Children, Flight or Fight response, Formative years, GAD, General anxiety disorder, Hyper vigilance, Isolated children, Lack of trust, Panic attacks, PTSD, PTSD SUPPORT, Social phobia, Trauma
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PTSD, The Beginning….
I have decided to write my story/biography both as a sort of help for myself, as well as perhaps hopefully a help to others that live with PTSD. (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) I am in no way a professional, even though I … Continue reading
Posted in Adoption, Adoption gone wrong, Anxiety, Borderline, Child abuse, Child development, Depression, Feral Children, Formative years, GAD, General Anxiety Disorder, Hyper vigilance, Isolated Children, Panic attacks, PTSD, PTSD Support, Sexual Molestation, Social Phobia, Trauma
Tagged Adoption, Adoption gone wrong, Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Child abuse, child development, Depression, Feral Children, Flight or Fight response, Formative years, GAD, General anxiety disorder, Hyper vigilance, incest, Isolated children, Lack of trust, Panic attacks, pedophilia, PTSD, PTSD SUPPORT, rape, sexual abuse, Social phobia, Trauma
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Fighting My PTSD Demons 