Tag Archives: Social phobia

Not entirely human…

Posted on August 4, 2013 by Fighting My PTSD Demons

Well now… Ain’t that special!!?! Sitting over here quite amused… Finally have “proof” that I’m not entirely human… LAUGHING OUT LOUD! Let me introduce myself… I’m Cat and I’m a mutant… LOL Always knew there was a reason why I … Continue reading →

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Differnt day, neverending crap…

Posted on May 23, 2013 by Fighting My PTSD Demons

Ok WARNING, WARNING, WARNING… in dire need of venting, so if you can’t handle reading a PTSD crazed loon venting, cussing and other graphic descriptions… Go read some page about growing flowers or something else non traumatizing… Been a few … Continue reading →

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Never ending past…

Posted on December 9, 2012 by Fighting My PTSD Demons

When does the past become the past and something you can let go of both consciously as well as unconsciously? People you meet or know tell you: “Just get over it! There ain’t nothing you can do about it, so … Continue reading →

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Current crap… Venting…

Posted on July 12, 2012 by Fighting My PTSD Demons

Today is NOT a good day for me… I am soooo tired. I am so tired of waking up every fucking morning crying like a freakin baby. Why am I crying? I have no clue… I’m just tired… Today I … Continue reading →

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My first love…

Posted on June 10, 2012 by Fighting My PTSD Demons

I was 13 yrs. old first time I had “consensual sex” with my then (same age) x-boyfriend. He had broken up with me since I didn’t want to have sex. Not because I didn’t feel that I was old enough … Continue reading →

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Who and what am I???

Posted on June 8, 2012 by Fighting My PTSD Demons

Who am I?? Where do I belong? Am I even human? I’ll honestly admit that most days, I don’t feel human… But then, most days I really don’t want to have anything to do with the human race… Of course, … Continue reading →

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A little bit more old and current crap…

Posted on June 2, 2012 by Fighting My PTSD Demons

Today is not a good day. Memories that I thought I’d buried deep keep surfacing and no amount of trying to push them down is working. I am so tired of constantly fighting myself. How do you get away from … Continue reading →

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PTSD, The Beginning….

Posted on June 1, 2012 by Fighting My PTSD Demons

I have decided to write my story/biography both as a sort of help for myself, as well as perhaps hopefully a help to others that live with PTSD. (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) I am in no way a professional, even though I … Continue reading →

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