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Monthly Archives: June 2012
Life as a phone ho…
Living in Miami Beach Florida in 2001, I found myself in the difficult position where I was over-qualified for most jobs I applied for. Having only Swedish job references was also a problem, as most employers were too lazy to … Continue reading
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Tagged Anxiety, chronic pain, Depression, General anxiety disorder, Hyper vigilance, Panic attacks, phone sex, prostitution, PTSD, Trauma
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What caused my PTSD to become full-blown…
What caused my PTSD to become full-blown and a condition that affects my everyday life was a “tummy tuck”, which is a routine surgical procedure, which went totally “south”… My surgeon had made several mistakes which he refused to take … Continue reading
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Tagged Anxiety, chronic pain, Depression, General anxiety disorder, Hyper vigilance, Panic attacks, PTSD, Surgery gone wrong, Trauma
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My Bitching…
So what does my life look like today?? Am I constantly bitching like I have in the posts I have previously written? Honestly? Yes and No… Of course I do some major bitching, especially here on my blog where I … Continue reading
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Tagged Anxiety, chronic pain, Depression, General anxiety disorder, Hyper vigilance, Panic attacks, PTSD, Trauma
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My first love…
I was 13 yrs. old first time I had “consensual sex” with my then (same age) x-boyfriend. He had broken up with me since I didn’t want to have sex. Not because I didn’t feel that I was old enough … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety, Child abuse, Child development, Panic attacks, PTSD, Sexual Molestation, Trauma
Tagged Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Child abuse, child development, Depression, Flight or Fight response, Formative years, Hyper vigilance, incest, Isolated children, Lack of trust, Panic attacks, pedophilia, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse, Social phobia, Trauma
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People you love
Make you sad… Hurt you over and over again… Use you… Demand that you drop everything when they tell you that they need help… Give you a guilty conscience when you can’t be there for them… Make you believe that … Continue reading
Who and what am I???
Who am I?? Where do I belong? Am I even human? I’ll honestly admit that most days, I don’t feel human… But then, most days I really don’t want to have anything to do with the human race… Of course, … Continue reading
Posted in Formative years, Hyper vigilance, PTSD, Social Phobia
Tagged Adoption, Adoption gone wrong, Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Child abuse, child development, Depression, Feral Children, Flight or Fight response, Formative years, GAD, General anxiety disorder, Hyper vigilance, Isolated children, Lack of trust, Panic attacks, PTSD, PTSD SUPPORT, Social phobia, Trauma
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A little bit more old and current crap…
Today is not a good day. Memories that I thought I’d buried deep keep surfacing and no amount of trying to push them down is working. I am so tired of constantly fighting myself. How do you get away from … Continue reading
PTSD, The Beginning….
I have decided to write my story/biography both as a sort of help for myself, as well as perhaps hopefully a help to others that live with PTSD. (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) I am in no way a professional, even though I … Continue reading
Posted in Adoption, Adoption gone wrong, Anxiety, Borderline, Child abuse, Child development, Depression, Feral Children, Formative years, GAD, General Anxiety Disorder, Hyper vigilance, Isolated Children, Panic attacks, PTSD, PTSD Support, Sexual Molestation, Social Phobia, Trauma
Tagged Adoption, Adoption gone wrong, Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Child abuse, child development, Depression, Feral Children, Flight or Fight response, Formative years, GAD, General anxiety disorder, Hyper vigilance, incest, Isolated children, Lack of trust, Panic attacks, pedophilia, PTSD, PTSD SUPPORT, rape, sexual abuse, Social phobia, Trauma
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Fighting My PTSD Demons 